The Soul Project

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Jenna

Small business owner, wife, dog mom, aunt, MS advocate and blogger. The car accident that started my chronic pain 7 years ago was my worst day and following that I was diagnosed with MS in 2016 at 31 years old. It's hard to give myself grace when my body needs to rest. I fear not being well enough to continue to work and help others. I used to live by the story that if I didn't accomplish all of my to-do list in a day I didn't do enough. Now, I simply strive to do the best I can each day. I have excellent doctors and use both traditional & holistic medication to manage my symptoms. I often feel defined by my MS because it has affected every part of my life. When I'm fatigued and in pain it affects my mental health and my ability to converse well, that frustrates me the most. I used to be insecure about the large scar on my neck from when I had my carotid artery replaced (doctors found an aneurysm while doing MS testing) but now I see it more as a badge of bravery. I've come to love all of my body because it's gotten me through so much! I really love my hair. I wish there was more kindness and understanding in the world and less judgement and hate. Happiness is finding joy in the ordinary or tough days. Beauty is found in a good heart and a big smile. I think judgement among women brings us all down instead of helping us to rise up. As women we deserve the grace we would give our best friends. In 10 years I hope to be anywhere, as long as I have a healthy baseline. I am proud of creating Full of Grit and Grace and sharing my story with others. I wish that people knew that though I may look great I am not faking my illness or struggles. Most people don't see my worst days. You can be chronically ill, happy, in pain and still loving your life all at the same time. Don't judge a book by it's cover. I am Jenna. I may not be able to change the world but I can change the world for one person. I believe in authenticity and I love to spend time with my family and friends. I am a brave, activist and coach and I am grateful for all of the joy in my life!